
2-9-09:
Went to the indoor range on Sat.
Wish I could say that things went swimmingly, that all my work in the "lab" came to fruition, but such was not the case.
Things did not go well.I hit a few good drives, but no more than I would have in any random session.
Why does having a golf ball teed up change everything?
I could not find my swing, could not keep my head still, and most
definitely could not keep my eye on the ball.
Focus went completely from swinging the club to hitting the ball.
And, could not seem to make up my mind on what to focus on.
Had this happened during the "season" I would be ready to give up - it was that bad.
Felt like negative progress.
However, now that I'm a couple of days removed, and my emotions have settled, I can see I must change my course a bit.
First of all, I did notice a few things.
In all my range sessions my first or second drive is perfect.
It's like I check my position at the top of my
backswing, and then swing with a completely blank mind - like my swing starts while I'm still checking my position and continues on before my awareness can catch up with it and the club hits the ball and the ball sails away straight and true and it's a perfect drive.
But this only happens once.
After that I'm
careful that nothing gets under the radar.
And I don't try to duplicate the blank state because it seems
to be just the opposite of what I'm trying to accomplish; instead of being totally aware during this swing I'm completely blank - aware of nothing. I'm not quite sure how I could duplicate this state even if I wanted to, but maybe, just for the hell of it, I should try.
Anyway, what were the positives?
Well, right at the end I decide to hit a few drives taking a big wind-up - but not my normal wind up (the term "
backswing" doesn't really describe what I was doing).
I took the throwing swing to the max.
I tried to twist my upper body all the way around and just unleash it and my swing.
It was kind of a frustrated, "oh, what the hell" kind of swing.
I remember thinking as the impulse to do this entered my mind that I'm sure it will be impossible to even see the ball with my body twisted around so
severely - but surprisingly it wasn't.
I could still keep my head
relatively still and my eye on the ball - at least to the extent that I'm ever capable of doing so.
And I hit the ball pretty well.
Not perfect.
Not
wonderful.
Not "Eureka, I've found it".
But pretty well.
If I had tried this at the beginning or even the middle of the session I might have played around with it a bit, but the way things had gone I decided to leave before I ruined this one glimmer of hope - plus I was already running late.
And, I thought this will give me something new to work on in the lab.
In the lab...
Just took about 40 swings.
Just doesn't feel natural.
Without the club I'm fine, but I can't seem to find the same
rhythm once I've got the club in my hands.
It's like I twist my body back and then swing my arms forward.
I'm not sure what to try, I'm at a bit of a loss here.